shipwreck nostalgia !

its been a sea of change,

putting together,
everything..left over,

they called it a shipwreck...
of mangled pieces,crimson-salted bones..
of drowning cries and hopeless dreams


to shores afar we had set the sails,
but beaten down,tossed afar, 
now a leftover-pain is all that remains.



Breathing.Waiting.
Surviving.Hoping.
Lost.Praying.
Alone.

I've been to this sea of change,
where you and me and us turn strangers.


shipwrecked- with leftover-pain,
on an island o Bane,i wait to turn insane.

Breathing.Waiting.

Surviving.Hoping.

Lost.Praying.

Alone.

Faces,phases,faces,phases.

Being haunted.
Being labeled.

Liar...

Been fighting the demons.
Night long, and in day.

Was it my mistake.
yes it was.

I took things for granted.

Not its hurting me,
so I am  lying now.

They look at me
and i get hurt.

They talk
and i get hurt.


Paranoia...can spin some tales.

I am trying to breath deep now,
telling myself this will pass.
But I am choking too,
strangled by my own thoughts.

There is just hope and there is grace or there was,
  but surely I believe "even this will pass."

love actually....

I thought i will never write again,
of which i write now...
of love, of hurt,
of a gal, of missin her.

She doesn't love me
nor if she knew.
But i love her,
and that is what i know.

I met her.
we spoke, but i spoke more.
maybe she saw through me,
and lame i am.

It is midnight now.
But i guess i miss her.

I saw her in the crowd.
Like an angel she looked.
But it is midnight now,
I am so lost...

                                                      An angel she is,

perfect and sweet
obliging and true.

And I love her.
Is all i know...!!

Tomorrow i will be back again..
tryin to wipe her away...
of love that never was...

Empty It is...

I've been searching.

Cos' i have been empty.

Empty inside.

Hollow.

Is it god i need

Is it just love.

I don't know.

But i want the hole to disappear.

Like an empty cardboard box.

Taped and set.

But empty it is.

My eyes are dry

and i can't cry.

                                                      It hurts and its hurts bad.

And I am Empty Inside....